238 - thursday

Crystal & Cookie Archive on May 8, 2008, 6:22

Today was the day from hell.

I spent most of my day pissed off.

What can I even begin to say?

I just have no fight left in me.  I want to be left ALONE.

There was a time in my life where I was asking for trouble.  Argumentative.   Borderline mean.  Usually I made out ok though.

Now, after a period of extreme grief and depression, I’m so ANTI-fight.  I just want to be left alone.  I want to live in my little existence, cuddled with Birdie, going to the barn each day, working hard, head down.

Sometimes people won’t let you do that though.

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